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Transient Stalker

2007-05-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

2007-04-26T01:59:00.003-07:00

She don't dream no more

By monster spank

i slept forever and when i wokeup
forever i would never be the same forever.
i can't wait forever. forever i wait.

i am awake forever and when i slept
forever i would never be the same forever.
i don't wait forever. forever i don't wait.

Posted on: Fri, Aug 5 2005 12:19 AM

2007-04-26T01:59:00.001-07:00

Ramen Messenger

By monster spank

awaken, my akindred.

Link

Posted on: Wed, Aug 3 2005 11:40 PM

2007-04-26T01:58:00.003-07:00

Foliage gliding instructions

By monster spank

its abrupt, the arrival of 2am and 4am...
but even that has become cliche to me when
i was reintroduced to the sunrise arrival of 6am.

i'm sorry that i didn't wake you up when
you woke up that i didn't wake you up.

Posted on: Wed, Aug 3 2005 11:10 PM

2007-04-26T01:58:00.001-07:00

Stop thinking too much

By monster spank

contrived and completely out of place.
too obvious and too "does not belong here."
complementary, perhaps. but everything
shouldve been left as is. execute that motherfucker!

Posted on: Tue, Aug 2 2005 11:42 PM

2007-04-26T01:57:00.002-07:00

Five times two hours plus one

By monster spank

Every element random, except one.
Instead of seven, there was only five.
Arriving at the chosen destination without a map,
lunch came first. Surrounded by only old things and
left alone to wander, it began. The first garden sighted,
a flowing fountain protected by a breeze.
In the fountain, a turtle!

Through an ancient door, all entered.
On the walls, more paintings of people long dead.
Behind the glass cases, countless curiosities.
Three black tickets, three tiny plastic cups of iced tea.
One blue stub, biscuits!

The second sighting, a marvelous garden.
In the garden, a more intricate fountain.
In the fountain, fish!
On the aged adobe stones, hungry doves!
Surrounding all of these, other wondrous configurations.
Watching over everything, a massive facade.
(The old brick, witness to wars and other things.)

To remember, two necklaces made of wood.
Coffee with frothed milk and almonds, latte.
Cigarettes smoldering under the umbrella, rain fell from the sky.
Bumper to bumper, the journey home.
A shaved eyebrow, paid back with straightened hair.
Gathering one last time, food was shared.

Content, satisfied.
Imagining, pretending.

Except one, every element random.

::

Posted on: Tue, Aug 2 2005 2:17 AM

2007-04-26T01:57:00.001-07:00

the soul of where i live

By monster spank

sensing and feeling for it at the wrong time and at the
wrong coordinates caused delay and confusion.
but ill find it again, eventually. thanks my akindred.

it feels much closer now.

::

Posted on: Mon, Aug 1 2005 2:05 AM

2007-04-26T01:56:00.002-07:00

Billions of nerve cells called neurons

By monster spank

when? forever.
why? because you are possessed.
possessed? influenced or controlled by something
(as an evil spirit or a passion). so when? whenever.
why? because i am possessed.
possessed? captivated or fascinated by something
(as an evil spirit or a passion). so when? if ever.
why? because you are possessed and i am possessed.
possessed? you influenced and controlled by something
me captivated and fascinated by something
(as an evil spirit or a passion). so when? never.

what next? nothing.
so, more of the same? apparently, so.
do you still dream? only when my eyes are closed.
forever? forever.

::

Posted on: Fri, Jul 29 2005 5:03 PM

2007-04-26T01:56:00.001-07:00

Hesitant primordial valves

By monster spank

the x-ray confirmed that someone stole my heart
and replaced it with this piece of shit contraption,
when i wasnt looking. my search engine found me
a perfect match.

Posted on: Wed, Jul 27 2005 10:01 PM

2007-04-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

Prolific processes denied

By monster spank

how fucking uncanny can it be when a
fucking muddy puddle was staring at me
while my fucking stupid mind was like
fucking a mental hospital? i need to
find some fucking brain cells to jumpstart the
fucking production of some fucking thoughts...
fuck that fuck it all. til my next fuck...
have a fucking nice day!

::

Posted on: Tue, Jul 26 2005 10:19 PM

2007-04-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

Liquids from the sky

By monster spank

i walked in the rain and got my feet wet. won't let yours
get wet. i said i'll carry you.

Posted on: Mon, Jul 25 2005 6:55 PM

2007-04-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

Do anything you want

By monster spank

I (re)discovered a new timezone:
5am (tho' it did seem familiar to me).
although the sun was yet to reveal itself, there was
a dark glow in the sky probably only seen by
anyone looking... my entireness felt
shredded from the blend of consumption(ess), sleeplessness,
lightness... and the heaviness of all those little things
at that moment. let me read you some more. comment one
last time...it's 6am.

wake up my akindred.

::

Posted on: Sun, Jul 24 2005 11:21 PM

2007-04-26T01:52:00.000-07:00

All things unconsidered

By monster spank

Posted on: Sat, Jul 23 2005 4:01 AM

2007-04-26T01:51:00.002-07:00

Ten years in one second

By monster spank

desolate and thirsty. alone and hungry.
bright and blurry. crazy and true. quiet and noisy.
twisted and beautiful. evil and lovely.
soft and thorny. fat and ugly.
thin and happy. slim and sweaty. raw and tasty.
alive and dead. read and reply. abrasive and nice.
novel and cliche. profound and stupid.
pirated and original. horny and prude.
digital and handmade. forward and sideways.
smiling and staring. curious and boring.
imagining and realizing.

i'll stop now. i'll start again. now. with you.

i'll stop again. now.

::

Posted on: Wed, Jul 20 2005 10:17 PM

2007-04-26T01:51:00.001-07:00

No such thing as a straight line

By monster spank

There goes the heavens again mocking the
earthbound. Making them stumble.
Only the heartless monster took pleasure
in the constant warping of the space-time
continuum. To them it was not without its
comedy to observe the weak take their daily
mocking without self-regard. It was when
the short scraggly one on the left shouted

"change the channel to the weather
station already!" that alarm gripped them.
After all, Spank was in charge of the
remote control today.

Posted on: Tue, Jul 19 2005 9:42 PM

2007-04-26T01:50:00.002-07:00

2-2-go

By monster spank

The sighting of two oxygen tanks coupled
on an industrial wheelbarrow is a
phenomenon perceived to be better than sex.

Posted on: Mon, Jul 18 2005 9:32 PM

2007-04-26T01:50:00.001-07:00

Failure of analysis (undescribable)

By monster spank

Stuck in bumper-to-bumper-to-bumper like a parking
lot traffic jam.
Amidst the squalid everything, barefoot innocence,
smiling faces, and miserableness
-- a defiant attack against reality painted
happy green. A conglomeration (composition) of hopes,
dreams, found objects, prized possessions, and more!

Posted on: Mon, Jul 18 2005 12:32 AM

2007-04-26T01:49:00.002-07:00

Intensely out of focus (denial)

By monster spank

Put it all in a bag, please. I've had enough.
Stop wasting time inefficiently. The soup
tasted saltier than salt. I couldnt speak again.
internal revelation reruns, 36 hours, 7 beers,
13 cigarettes, rice, coffee, shades, inanities,
korean products, umbrella (rain!), new billboard,
one hidden smile, 30 euros, 24 floors, sirens,
spring onion flavored crackers, politics,
storewide sale, basement 3, door close button,
instant ramen (wanton flavor),
walking (regretting). It's time, again. can't wait.
get settled, open my laptop, chat, read you, hear
you, smoke another 13 cigarettes or so, sleep, then
dream... can't wait anymore. can't stand this any
longer. i want to see. i want to kiss. i want to
touch. the one behind the words, the voice...
soon.

Posted on: Fri, Jul 15 2005 10:44 PM

2007-04-26T01:49:00.001-07:00

Crush all meaning into oblivion

By monster spank

there was a conversation, an exchange of emails.
mobile calls. what was said, forgotten.
to not speak aches. inward stares require specs
installed behind the eyeballs. external blankness
must not reflect internal content. all lines are down.
mental roadblocks dominate the route to salvation.
look no further, the solution escapes... all of me.

Posted on: Thu, Jul 14 2005 10:24 PM

2007-04-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

Cesium Fountain Atomic Clock

By monster spank

it's always suddenly 2am unless its suddenly 4am.
i gave up "killing time..." so i just go with the flow,
walk really fast, drive like a maniac, and set my
watch 15 minutes ahead, so instead of being
30 minutes late, i arrive disheveled only half
that time behind schedule (late again!).
it's silly, i know, but it works for me most of
the time (sometimes i arrive too early, and
i hate that). see? its 2am again! (or 1:45)

Link

Posted on: Thu, Jul 14 2005 2:03 AM

2007-04-26T01:47:00.000-07:00

Enforced Structural Stupidity

By monster spank

Next time you start to destroy something,
make sure you finish it.
(There used to be a mountain here.)

Posted on: Tue, Jul 12 2005 9:22 PM

2007-04-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

Departureless

By monster spank

Drifting in and out of consciousness hypnotized by
your voice, enthralled by your words.
The last remembered scene, a friend's painful laughter.
Now, all i hear is silence. i better pack-up and leave. It's time.

Posted on: Mon, Jul 11 2005 10:49 PM

2007-04-26T01:45:00.000-07:00

Another again not new undefinitions

By monster spank

Thought traffic forever stuck in a loop. Subroutines frozen.
Tomorrow looks the same but maybe not as dark.
What's next? The wasteland offers more of the same
deep nothingness, an abyss with rest stops, drive thrus,
and stopovers.

Posted on: Mon, Jul 11 2005 1:26 AM

2007-04-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

Lightcatcher: Crucifixconfig

By monster spank

i ran it spurts but stepped on the dog's foot.
the entire spectrum, just shine the light on...

Link

Posted on: Sat, Jul 9 2005 8:35 PM

2007-04-26T01:43:00.002-07:00

Banyanalities

By monster spank

/coerced to play a role in the play /
/ i didn't know what to do /
/ i just fell into it /
/ So, it begins, again /
/ the script without connection /
/ a continuous blur /
/nothing is going anywhere/
/ you were there/
/lead me/

Posted on: Fri, Jul 8 2005 3:19 PM

2007-04-26T01:43:00.001-07:00

Oxydation

By monster spank

Drained and rusted, i forced myself awake.
It wasn't such an awful day and unlike me,
the night was young, offering more time to
meditate my eyelids. Recover from the
process of breathing air...

Posted on: Wed, Jul 6 2005 8:33 PM

2007-04-26T01:42:00.002-07:00

To feel you always.

By monster spank

Before the rain, i saw you looking.

Posted on: Mon, Jul 4 2005 11:36 PM

2007-04-26T01:42:00.001-07:00

Unpredicamentation

By monster spank

A wall asleep. See the dreams growing from below?
They are weeds, I must destroy them. The interference
disrupts the pattern. Tomorrow, I will ignore all nuances
of self, smoke the joint of existence and get stoned
on indifference. Only for me.

Roll your own.

Posted on: Sun, Jul 3 2005 11:00 PM

2007-04-26T01:41:00.003-07:00

Post afterimage dementia

By monster spank

i still feel your soul upon me, enraged,
but even that it is, the pause pleases me.

Posted on: Sun, Jul 3 2005 3:33 AM

2007-04-26T01:41:00.001-07:00

Totally Inebriated

By monster spank

Transformed into zombies, everyone proceeded
to cross the threshold into the moral void.

Posted on: Fri, Jul 1 2005 8:13 PM

2007-04-26T01:40:00.001-07:00

it is, essentially.

By monster spank

it was, essentially.

Posted on: Fri, Jul 1 2005 7:14 PM

2007-04-26T01:39:00.002-07:00

superfuckingsexytree

By monster spank

where is it, the switch?
i wish to extinguish your evil.

Link

Posted on: Thu, Jun 30 2005 5:31 PM

2007-04-26T01:39:00.001-07:00

From the moment i wake up

By monster spank

But still even deeper than that,
i felt a pang of undescribable sorrow.

Link

Posted on: Thu, Jun 30 2005 5:29 PM

2007-04-26T01:38:00.002-07:00

Lights were shining inside my belly

By monster spank

Do you belong here? Are you here for the dessert?
Both. Its gonna be superb you know, the dessert.
Superb? I thought it was just some kind of gelato?
It is, but the magic kind. You can't blend magic
things into gelato. Who said anything about blending?
You're gonna sprinkle it with magic?
The magic's gone.
where'd it go?
There never was.
Can I have more sushi?

Posted on: Tue, Jun 28 2005 5:21 PM

2007-04-26T01:38:00.001-07:00

Pathetic Setup #4

By monster spank

On the stage with flashing lights,
languid refreshments that remind...

of another being.

Posted on: Mon, Jun 27 2005 11:19 pm

2007-04-26T01:37:00.002-07:00

don't stop harder

By monster spank

how do i get there? (how did i get here?)
i gave you a map from my backpack.
( why am i here?) you promised me you'll lap dance.

Posted on: Fri, Jun 24 2005 6:43 PM

2007-04-26T01:37:00.001-07:00

i was wrong about promising that i saw her smile

By monster spank

your blood is so high and you keep using it on me.
nourishment is what i need. gin tonics and a glass of water
at the fox and hounds.

Link

Posted on: Thu, Jun 23 2005 6:40 PM

2007-04-26T01:36:00.002-07:00

Encounterisms

By monster spank

the opposite of lightness... being an ironic ass.
imagine if smith, sylvian, and hitchcock were a
pop-acoustic trio and got together to beat
up lloyd cole. but the day, it was fast and it was slow,
you know that. we chat about it (if not every night, every
fucking chance we get). the rain, so prevalent,
there's a filmy, mossy growth on almost everything,
i'll try to show you later. virtual time. i refuse to hear you.
i refuse to read you. not tonight. i refuse to use
an umbrella, i'd rather deny there's water falling from the sky.
soaked, i emerge and enter the lobby, my clothes,
my being, feeling heavy, cold and rusty.

Posted on: Wed, Jun 22 2005 1:47 AM

2007-04-26T01:36:00.001-07:00

Message from the Icarus Tree

By monster spank

don't jump to high, i might bite you.

Link

Posted on: Tue, Jun 21 2005 12:09 AM

2007-04-26T01:35:00.002-07:00

hyphenation

By monster spank

but you left me hanging.

Posted on: Mon, Jun 20 2005 1:03 AM

2007-04-26T01:35:00.001-07:00

Just forget it about it

By monster spank

your face looks like a smiling paPaya TREE.
but it's nice.

Posted on: Sun, Jun 19 2005 3:07 AM

2007-04-26T01:34:00.001-07:00

Light Catchers

By monster spank

they catch the sun and spin a kaleidoscope
of lightbeams at the speed of light.
dozens of them hang from trees in various
configurations. at night, they emit rainbow
reflections (almost invisible) from even
the dimmest glow. their sexless, functional,
and shiny selves doomed to the landfill
because of buffer overruns, instead,
they spin happily and endlessly to catch
any luminance and reflect a more interesting
and more beautiful point of view.

Link

Posted on: Sat, Jun 18 2005 8:12 PM

2007-04-26T01:33:00.000-07:00

Temporary Internet Folder 2

By monster spank

It felt like rain, an unfriendly conversation.
One teaspoon of brown sugar only. She called back
to say something almost predictable and said that was all.
After everything, nothing? Tired and not hungry.

Link

Posted on: Fri, Jun 17 2005 10:20 PM

2007-04-26T01:32:00.001-07:00

Brain Usage Warning (Critical)

By monster spank

Inbound: My brain is running out of thoughtspace
and is processing everything in abrupt segments.
Nothing is making sense.

Helpdesk: Please remove some memories from
this account, or ask the supreme administrator
(awesomedictatorprincess)to increase your thought quota.
You have currently used 90.44% of what your
silly brain can absorb.

Posted on: Thu, Jun 16 2005 4:35 PM

2007-04-26T01:31:00.002-07:00

fivehundredseventysix

By monster spank

24x24

Posted on: Thu, Jun 16 2005 4:28 PM

2007-04-26T01:31:00.001-07:00

Unsettled Turning Signal Assembly

By monster spank

Please wake me up my alarm clock.
I have lived this dream nearly long enough.
I am prepared for stage-3 of the next vision.
I promise not to drink beer by
the grotto. If I do, I will not mock the statue of
the tiny, lady god. My eyes are still closed
although i hear the whining dog.

Posted on: Wed, Jun 15 2005 11:00 PM

2007-04-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Not so unintentional pattern

By monster spank

Why are you treating me this way, like this?
It just fits in the pattern of things in close proximity
to my self-involvement. That's not good enough
-- not a valid answer. Ok, where once our lives were
intertwined, now i must destroy all nodes thrice and
for all... disconnect! But i thought you loved the
intertwinement and node management
-- you thrived on it. Perhaps. But I Hate You.

Oh.

Would you like some coffee?
Yes, actually that would be nice.
I'm not trying to be nice.
Yes, I know -- de-intertwining
and node destruction.
Can I have that cup of coffee now?
Yes, but have it to go... take away.
Oh. Ok.

Posted on: Tue, Jun 14 2005 4:50 PM

2007-04-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

Footprint of a tiny god.

By monster spank

No wonder everyone was laughing. Obscurity was no
longer an option. Calendar when transience i meet.
Nothing else will have impact. Go to sleep and stop
playing games. You are forbidden from flying in
your dreams.

Posted on: Mon, Jun 13 2005 1:03 PM

2007-04-26T01:28:00.000-07:00

hazy infrastructure

By monster spank

i wanted to break bottles and hurl
chairs (but i didnt).
i couldve fucked her sister (but i didnt)
i wanted to kiss her everywhere
(not her and her sister but her)
but i didnt (i couldnt). i thought i was going to die
(but i didnt and couldnt).

Posted on: Sun, Jun 12 2005 2:51 AM

2007-04-26T01:25:00.000-07:00

Our World of Words

Standard Fucked-up Procedure (SFP)

By monster spank

20% sleep. 24% smoke. 4% traffic. 8% caffeine.
4% images.2% water. 2% bluberry muffins. 1% crackers.
Oh my god she was cold today. Like death smiling at
you cold. Actually, even colder than that: it was the
complete opposite of Africa hot cold. I wasn't expecting
anything less from her (well, i kinda was)
but still, I was stunned.

SPANKTOGRAPHY

2007-04-26T01:22:00.000-07:00

2007-04-24T20:59:00.000-07:00

your words, your eloquence enthralls me. i close my eyes and i still see you. hear you. you are those tiny lights that leave its glow when i close my eyes.

2007-04-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

43things GRAVITY
sPaNkMaN
KiMworld
WORDSyo
skySHoes RAMEN23
augustfcuk

TransienceSPANKtographyfoto
FRAGILEmissYouMiSsmEmms
YoUVESPERTYNpostsCOFFEE
GELATOalmondsWORLDfcuk
LaPDaNcEanonimousLOVEme
SpAnKmAnMONSTERmeyouus
KISSblueumbrellaCaMeOAWEsomeDICTATORprincessSO JOURNOIRpoetryfuckBITCHcolors
GRAVITYeliasknapssnapnkSLEEPbeersunsandfeetSASHIMIbuttercookiesWhereareyou?I'm anassIAMhereHaPpYBiRthDaYJULYNOVEMBERchatsteaseSeducemeEATme2:00AMBEERme
MONSTERLICIOUSramenmessengerLIPSlustTHRUSTSpumpupDON'TSTOP
HARDERwetYou
meUSspinIMAGESworldofwords

gate to our secret garden

2007-04-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

the flowers i sent you...

you liked them, didn't you?

my office is back inside

2007-04-24T02:47:00.000-07:00

you can't lap dance anymore

2007-04-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

By spankelias

it's such a big sky, like a continuous thought. that's how i remember you,

Root Cause

2007-04-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

From: spank
Date: Jun 14, 2006 10:21 PM
Subject: Re: archives
To: kim

i still have to prove myself to her. we better lay low.
oh well...such is life. even when people see and read our blog they'll
think we're involved.

On 6/14/06, transience wrote:
> define involved.

Date: Jun 14, 2006 10:27 PM Subject: Re: archives To: kim

my definition of my involvement with you will never be understood by anyone. it cannot be explained, cannot be defined. wikepedia or google it.

On 6/14/06, transience wrote:

>heh, good luck. proving oneself is difficult, especially when you do it for
someone who chooses to see something that isn't there. but i do understand her.
something is there and you refuse to admit it to her.

EvENinG WaVe

2007-04-23T22:45:00.002-07:00

:: remember....
:: about Last night...

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:45:00.001-07:00

hotel with a theme.
$1,000 for three hours.
with vibrating sand.
(created and destroyed daily)

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:43:00.001-07:00

an orchard of coconuts for my awesomedictatorprincess' sandcastle

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:42:00.003-07:00

meet me by the orange

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:42:00.001-07:00

my skin liked the sand better.
i gave the reclining things to my towel.
it did make a nice configuration

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:41:00.001-07:00

conspiracy to make a postcard event but they beat us
to it

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:34:00.002-07:00

i know why

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:34:00.001-07:00

you were suppose to meet me there

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:33:00.001-07:00

hey. you cant park that there.
thats our spot.

Boracay

2007-04-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

Almost sunset. C'mon...

waiting to wait

2007-04-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

i used to care that you didnt care. i hate that.

2007-04-23T13:04:00.000-07:00

you make me feel like i wanna be a dumb blonde...

emptiness that experts on the matter would call love. i don't know a love like this. but i do know you. and that is enough. i know the feel of you, the intimacy of you, the fragments of you that stick to me when i sit in bed, in your clothes , playing pretend. i've always played good pretend, but lately, it just isn't as fun anymore. i want us to break into being together, rilke-style,

spank, i don't know why we're doing this again but i do miss you miss me.

2007-04-22T20:09:00.000-07:00

Bloglines user ksm (transience@gmail.com ) has sent this item to you, with the following personal message:

april23,2007
still is and still will be...

Thu, Jun 29 2006 2:43 am by transience
.unexpectedly,

she admits to fragility. there is no hardness in her, you know, only a tendency to break into sharp little pieces that cut and claim blood.

Mon, Jun 12 2006 1:25 PM by transience
the path of least resistance

somewhere along the way, you'll get tired, too. and when you do, you'll say goodbye so i don't have to.

Wed, May 24 2006 9:34 AM by transience
the talking relationship

(or, we've been doing it so long i can do it in my sleep)

you are the little explosive joy that lurks right between the lines no one will ever think to read.

Wed, May 24 2006 9:12 AM by transience
we are whole, never broken

we just take away the pieces that don't fit.

2007-04-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

big time ramensuality

ramen messenger collective collaboration
image by monster spank words by transience

there we were, the ramen and i lust and lips and limbs and love holding heat in a steaming cup drinking in, drinking up one gulp, the manna of men when the tiny ramen god touched me i was never my own again

2007-04-22T19:07:00.000-07:00

interlude (or, it’s 3 a.m. and i don’t want to lose this thought)
Tuesday July 04th 2006, 5:47 pm

solitude, i find, demands a small price. and it’s a price my overtaxed heart paid willingly over the past weekend. i had never even imagined that i was still capable of feeling such deep, incomprehensible joy. and little did i expect that the exhaustion that usually follows such an expansion of sentiment would overwhelm me completely.

you should have been there spank. you should have stood right where i stood and watched that dying, shining quiet stretch out onto the sand and into the sea. you should have seen the sky and the way the sun bowed out gracefully. forgive my dime-a-dozen description, but it was truly fucking exquisite.

i was describing this phenomenon last night to two of my closest friends—overarchievers and owners of empires in their own right—over galettes and an absorbing discussion on the world cup, germany, the US dollar, web content, racism and our anxiety-ridden, mechanical lives.

this was me being buddha: “spend one day of your life with yourself. alone, but not lonely. just you and the world looking at each other with a consuming hunger. looking, but not touching.”

bliss. it shows its face when you realize that you are not a lone girl in a string bikini. you are not what they call you and not what you answer to. you are not this dark lager you’re drinking, the first bottle you’ve had in almost six years. you are not the afterhours audience at a jazz improv crawling with singers and their hyena-like sprechstimme. you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.

this is me being me: “you are discontent. yet you deserve one shot at some happiness that is beyond anything you could ever think to put down on paper. fuck, where’s the little girls’ room? i can’t believe i’m actually still sober.”

1 Comments

monsterspank said...
kimsky darling... rest your mind. i miss you miss me

2007-04-22T02:27:00.001-07:00

email from: kim <transience@gmail.com>
email to spank
Wed, Jul 5 2006 3:02 am

and then, light

Wed, Jun 28 2006 12:40 am by transience

a thousand others walked while i stood still

Mon, Jun 12 2006 12:39 am by transience

almost naked, oblivious, she is overtaken by sleep

Mon, Jun 12 2006 12:36 PM by transience

she sings a sordid faerie tale

2007-04-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hello kimsky,

spankelias thought you would like this video...

third level diagnostic pitch
Description: spinning things spun some more oblivious to the spinning human spin monsters

Click here to watch

Personal Message:
i MiSs YoU MiSs mE

2007-04-17T13:39:00.000-07:00

Wed, Aug 16 2006 11:16 PM

monster eat spank

By :: spanktography :: on monster spank

Ramen Monsterlicious

2007-04-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

Ramen Messenger : the three-minute man

... a ramen messenger collective collaboration
sept.23,2005 11:04pm

image by monster spank :: words by transience

don't ask me what i'm thinking. you already know.

2007-04-17T02:51:00.000-07:00

ChicksRamenRockRollWaterHunger

... a ramen messenger collective collaboration
sept.30, 2005 2:04am

image by monsterspank

RMmusic collection
words by transience

Ramen was popular with the chicks. They loved to eat him and eat him. Ah. ...tastes good and cant get enough all the time. Specially with Modest Mouse blasting! :: ...

2007-04-17T01:57:00.001-07:00

RaMEntOLogY

:: a ramen messenger collective collaboration
Sun, Feb 12 2006 2:50 am
image by monster spank

words by transience
it was the other way around.
what did not kill him made him stronger.

2007-04-17T01:56:00.001-07:00

ramen hiatus
:: a ramen messenger collective collaboration
Wed, Nov 30 2005 2:04 PM
image by monster spank

words by transience
BIG LIGHTHOUSE: i can't find it.
small lighthouse: it's right beside you.
BIG LIGHTHOUSE: you mean right between us.
small lighthouse: the same.
BIG LIGHTHOUSE: damn elusive ramen.
small lighthouse: ramen is like woman, you forget to leave the seat down...
BIG LIGHTHOUSE: ...and she forgets to tell you where she's going for the night.
small lighthouse: dude. i need a beer.

2007-04-17T01:55:00.001-07:00

a messenger was born
Wed, Nov 2 2005 1:53 PM

image by monsterspank

words by transience

born from a packet
poured out, expanded
a star that
..f
....e
......l
........l
into a bow l,
mixed up madness
with the great salty sadness
and senselessly spanked
into a ramen whole.

2007-04-17T01:26:00.000-07:00

pump up the volume, sodium
Sun, Oct 16 2005 11:32 pm
:: a ramen messenger collective collaboration

image by monster spank

words by transience
let me sing you a song.
a song of sodium
and a heart exploding.

RaMEnToLOGy

2007-04-17T01:19:00.001-07:00

a wide-open bowl, R-18

:: a ramen messenger collective collaboration
Sun, Oct 16 2005 11:23 pm
image by monster spank

words by transience
we entered the ramen palace with more than a little foreboding. after all, we had devoured ramen before, but never in public.
inside, we saw things that freed us. things that we never thought we could do to ramen. things that we never thought ramen could do to us.
in the center of the room, a group watched avidly as one ate ramen from another's (undisclosed body part).

oh, organic, sybaritic ramen. there is no turning back.

2007-04-16T15:01:00.000-07:00

Ramen Messenger

image and words by monster spank

awaken, my akindred.

2007-04-15T21:30:00.000-07:00

RaMEntOLogY
Ramen Messenger : big time ramensuality
there we were, the ramen and i lust and lips and ...

... a ramen messenger collective collaboration
image by monster spank words by transience

Ramen Messenger : the three-minute man
don't ask me what i'm thinking. you already know.
2005/09
Ramen Messenger : pump up the volume, sodium
let me sing you a song. a song of sodium and a heart ...
2005/10
Ramen Messenger: BIG LIGHTHOUSE: SMALL LIGHTHOUSE:
2005/09
Ramen Messenger : no-ramen land
Ramen Messenger: The Essentials of Life :: Ramen + Beer + Nice Shoes...
2006/02
Ramen Messenger: Chicks+Ramen+Rock+Roll+Water+Hunger
2005/10
Ramen Messenger : a messenger was born
2005/11